shimmy has left school to be home schooled, as someone who does not pretend understand people, i merely quiz them like they're lab experiments, i do not know why she has left, except for her being continually at odds with fellow students and those stupid ass tteachers who don't know what they're doing.
Blondie was a nervous wreck today because she was going to tell Boldie that she loved him- she didn't. i tried to coach her through understanding that she didn't love Boldie and that her feelings were of simple first crushes, the first crush is always assumed to be love by a person, it's the newness of it that makes him appealing. she would have none of it and continued to dance around thinking she could dance.
i have been pondering "normalcy", and about what it represents and what it IS to be normal.
normal is a state of mind, if you believe yourself to be normal, your mind and actions will generally act accordingly, imagine if someone thought they were a genius, would they not cash in on as many fifty cent words as possible?
orperhaps, alternativley "normalcy" could be an idealism created by psycholigists to measure their patients on, a collection of small tidbits of supposedly normal behaviour all posted on to one chart, but the idea of normal continues to change, and perhaps the chart diminshed when people realised that it was it had too many variables.
it's not a question of what is normal but rather what ISNT. what differs a quirky personality from insanity? not much. anyone can be insane if they're quirks are magnified, insanity is hard to determine, but crazy is differnt. i think that crazy is everything unique about you put under the microscope and picked apart, if that happened to everyone, then we'd all be living in an institution, am i gonna be in an institution in 10 years time? are you? are we headed for a straight jacket or to school? what's the diffrence?
if you demonstrate your quirks you're weird- some may call you "unique", but if you showcase your quirks too much then you're crazy and need help. maybe we're all insane and some of us just hide it better.
i don't know much about insanity, but i recognise "social norms" and find them ludicrously inconsitent.
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