The most boring 2 days EVER.

EVER. seriously. i had a drama set up yesterday at the local theater, yesterday was Sunday and i almost didn't end up going for the reason. it's Sunday. you sleep in on Sunday, you hang out with your friends on Sunday. i knew that barely anyone would show up, i can admit when i'm wrong, but i am THE SOREST winner EVER when i'm right. and boy, do i let people know when i'm right! i love to say i told you so.

so from 11:00 am to 4:10 pm, i was at the theater. the food was good, we had 3 pizza's and chips and gravy. nice. but boring. i had to fill in for 1 of the year 11's in the rehearsals. their play is so weird! it's a little boring but maybe i just don't like play's about nothing. i'm glad i dont have a big part in the play, our play is pretty awful. it's called "1969", personally i didn't like the name because there's a movie with the same name (starring Winona Ryder) and it's about similar things. still, no-one listens to me.

today was almost as bad. Mr. G finalized our grades for art today, and i got a D. meh. no use stressing over it, what's done is done and i don't really care enough to change it. in 10 years who's going to care if i got a D in art? i finished my SOSE work incredibly early, i hate being efficient! now i have nothing to do! i suppose i bring boredom on to myself. there's always a consequence for greatness. i don't think i'm that great but some people seem to think i'm cool. that i'm cooler than the people i hang out with. not true, i think my friends are too cool for me and i'm lucky to have them.

Martin and i are no more. i broke up with him. i suppose i wasn't in love, or perhaps i was but it was short lived. i'm the kind of girl who leaves before left. Simple as that. Besides, boys aren't that important to a 14 year old. are they?

no musings today. for whatever reason. i guess i'm still recovering from the painful boredom that was the last 2 days. it'll only get worse. but hey. at least it's the last week of school.

Not so liked

i found something interesting today: The melodramatic Blondie who wallows in self pity half the time (the other half pining over Boldie), has been trying to fit in with a group of 4 very agreeable people, now this wouldn't suck (in fact it's great cos she hadn't been annoying me as much) but it seems that she also annoys the agreeable 4some!

heres some reasons:

• "she wears too much make up" the 3 who were at school today
• "it's like she's from Rocky horror" from Sass, who's elaborating on the make up
• "she's always talking about how much her life sucks, there's always someone who has it worse" Chelli
• "she always says what you don't want to hear, she brings you down" Crys
• "her voice is so annoying" Crys

the only thing Crys likes about Blondie is that Blondie can sing, she sounds a bit like the chick from Evanescence only not as good.

this made my day, cos now i have people who agree with me that Blondie isn't a very likeable person. i get it she has some family stuff, but it's not what happens to you it's how you react to it, she's down about this cos she's letting it, find a positive.

Pareidolia

Pareidolia is when images or sounds are thought to be significant when they are not.

i would like to ask my follower Alea what evidence there is of "There is also a lot of archaeological, scientific and historical evidence of the Bible's accuracy.".

I want to know this.

as i was saying... Seeing clouds in the shape of a goat doesn't mean that it IS a goat or that it has any significance aside from a funny happening. Just like seeing "Jesus" on an old piece of fabric, it could've been anyone! i'm not saying that Jesus didn't exist, people believe what they want to believe and whether he did or didn't they're right. i still maintain my notion that nothing exists outside that mind, if you belive something (especially in religion) then it's valid. To say that a cloth (just an example) has the image of Jesus on it is presumptuous though, it could've been anyone, how many people were alive back then? i imagine more than one person. there's logic in everything, and if it isn't logic it's just coincidence. The meaning is in the viewers perception.

and just for clarification i am NOT raving on a about religious validity again, it's just an EXAMPLE.

BTW, has anyone ever heard of a self fulfilling prophecy? i have and reckon it's true, if a fortune teller says that i'll fail math, i probably wont try. and i'll fail math. i don't know why i'm saying this, probably cos i'm bored.

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i could go for some noodles right now....

Whatever They Say Goes

Positions of authority. we work for them, some of us work with them and the lucky ones ARE them. Everybody believes a person in a position of power, if the President says that cold air rises (we all know it doesn't) and his "yes-men" nod to it, then you'd better believe that cold air rises! I'm not saying that the president would force you to agree with him, i'm saying that some people might, cos he's the president he's always right.

that may not be my best example of authority figures and thier words.

alternatively we have teachers. My english teacher, Miss T is a good teacher, funny, smart and more lenient than most. bu occasionally she can be wrong. Blondie was trying to think of taglines in an advertising project, miss T knocked one out of the park. i was advertising "Wicked" as though it were a movie (one day i hope it will be), and i was brainstorming taglines. i suggested to Blondie: "how about: 'are you feeling a little wicked?' ", to which Blondie promptly replied no. i then employed the help of Miss T, who suggested the same thing. Blondie then cried out in delight and said how great that was. when i say it it's stupid bt when a teacher says the exact same thing its like discovering penicillin?

the thing about authority figures is that they don't like to proved wrong, so people just go with it, i generally try to break this mold and challenge teachers to prove what they're saying. some of them just splutter and say that it's "in the book". those history books were written by mere people, like you and me, smarter perhaps, but people.

If i learnt all that and more and wrote a book about it i don't think it would published, not only because i'm only 14 but also that i don't have a Phd. i could be the smartest person in the world but without that degree i'm nothing to the Nobel prize guys! All i'm saying is that we put so much faith in books written by mere people like you and me that we often forget our own opinions and just go along with what they say. I bet that if Albert Einstein, at the height of his credibility and praise had said that the sky was falling or that superman was real then people would have believed him, at least for a little while.

all i'm saying is that history was written by humans, humans who make mistakes and should be challenged! don't just listen to a documentary, they have their sources which they regard as fact, generally books or something, written by HUMANS. perhaps something got lost in translation, or was over analyzed and just meant what it said. it's the same with Shakespeare, people over analyze him all the time.

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today during PE we did aerobics, which i wasn't too bad at, i kept the rhythm and kept up.

Art was surprisingly ok, except i'm obsessed with making pencil towers!!!!

i have nothing to say lately! my friend Blondie seems to have turned over a new leaf and has stopped seeking attention with over exaggerated sob stories. she seems to have gotten over Boldie, who is flirting with Ebay (or she's flirting with him, i don't really take much notice). My friend's and their romantic entanglements and, at time lack of intelligence has gotten them into more emotional and classroom trouble than they're worth and i refuse to pay attention to their whining over what they did brought on themselves.

i feel as though no-one really know's me, so i'm going to say a little about myself:

i'm organised when it comes to movies, my dvds are in order of year and my favorite films are categorized, with my all time champ movie being the 1988 movie: Heathers.

i have a talent for remembering things about movies, name a year, i name a movie.

i like writing and drama, i want to be an actress one day. or a journalist, specifically movie critic.

i play Hockey and basketball. i love playing Star-Craft and War Craft, i have a boyfriend called Martin.

my fave things are as follows:

fantasy film: the wizard of oz

comedy film: Heathers

Musical film: well... that's hard! i have a lot! Singin In The rain. Gypsy (the 1962 version with Roz Russel And Natalie Wood) The Producers. and ALOT MORE!!!

Drama film: Romeo and Juliet, or All about eve

Sci Fi Film: Star Wars

Fave show: Friends, Glee

fave actress: Natalie Wood

Fave actor: James Spader, John Lithgow, William Shatner

Fave male Dancer: Fred Astaire

Fave female dancer: Cyd Charrise

fave male singer: Michael Jackson

Fave Female Singer: Idina Menzel (from Wicked and RENT)

least fave film: High School Musical

most hated actor: Zac Efron

Most hated actress: Vanessa Hudgens.

nothing has really pissed me off in the last couple of days, so no angry musings.... that's no fun.

yay!!

i have many things to be happy about today, i got a 20/20 for my oral presentation on the book "Little Women" (great book by the way, i recommend it), got to do more in drama cos Sass wasn't there today so i filled in for her, it wasn't that big a deal but i never get a chance to do anything, i wish we were doing a comedy play.... i'm so good at being funny.

i'm on a B in math which is a rarity and if i can keep that it'll be my first B in maths for high school! i usually just scrape by, my lucky week i guess.

another contributer to my lucky week was that i missed hockey practice yesterday, which wasn't tat lucky at the time but today i found out from Lulu that they had to run around all 3 ovals the entire time. lucky! i was looking through old profile books from when i was in primary school, apparently the teachers thought i had a dry wit and was a great writer. hmmmm.

my last "Yay!" news is that i have my first follower! which makes me happy cos i like to share my days and musings. thank you follower and i hope to see you comment on posts for your feedback, it's greatly appreciated that you would take the time to read my blog.

Fraudulent

Religion. we all know about THAT little misadventure.

Religion, all religions, were created by humans, mostly males. They're out of date, sexism and racism abound in the "Holy Book".

Religion was created by some guy who decided to make everything that happened in the world, some all powerful beings ding- "god did it". thats the answer to everything! he has a divine plan. right. religion was created to control the weak minded with lies of salvation and when they do something wrong then they get smited. i think that's causing pain, oh the hypocrisy of religion.

all religions are man made myths, myths that people choose to believe because they feel better, "i am a Christian, so i am a saint" or "i confessed my sins, now i'll get into heaven". no matter what you do you'll always do something bad, get over it.

religion is a state of mind, EVERYTHING is a state of MIND. if people get you to believe enough in something then it becomes true in your eyes, it's the same with cults you know?

Nothing exists outside the mind, it is all in translation, god is a state of mind and even if there was one then he has a lot of explaining to do.

theres no all powerful thing controlling everything, that everything is inevitable. it's not, if it were my destiny to get that A in math do not study because "god" will do it for me? NO. i dont. if everything is predetermined then why bother getting out of bed in the morning?

of course i suppose that there is an upside to the myth and untrueness of religion - if people think that there is god to be accountable to then maybe they'll modify their behaviour. it's all just a controlling mechanism. no divine power. like cults.

Faith means not wanting to know whats true, hospitals are way more helpful than churches, and with good reason considering that more people get healed there.

i do believe some what in god, only i call it NATURE.

Samuel Clemans (and atheist) once said: A man is accepted into a church for what he believes and he is turned out for what he knows.

too true

It's a con job, to make people believe something now in exchange for something after death, even reward system don't make it posthumous. just saying.

"Religion is regarded by the common people as true, by the wise as false, and by the rulers as useful." said by Edward Gibbon. which supports my view that religion is a control mechanism.

i believe that life is what you make it and how you interpret it, no-one controls our destiny or our world. it's evolution of the body, technology and mind. we are own god, our minds are our own god.

boring day

i slept over at Lulu's and watched Star Trek, god it is awesome! i like it more than Avatar, people will disagree but oh my god it was fantastic! JJ Abrams is a brilliant director and Zach Quinto really made a good Spock.

i'll review this movie on www.mereviewingfilm.blogspot.com

My hockey team beat The Moonts 9-0!!! ha ha ha.

no musings today, too bored

Finally!!!

last night at the 80's social, yeah ME at a social (otherwise known as a school get together), tediousness on high and where the superficial prey on the lower culture that is the misfits. Surprisingly i sort of had fun, i danced a lot, surprising for me, and danced with Andy. Andy is a guy who was madly in love with me, he's not in my league, well he could be, but i just don't like him in that way.

Ebay and Keyring had the brilliant idea to bring alcohol, needless to say they were suspended 20 minutes into the party.
Blondie finally got Boldie to go with her to a social, and we spent most of our time (when we weren't dancing) to make her just KISS HIM!! but then she said: "i just dont ove him!" not only is it JUST a kiss, but she had been fawning over him for over a year and then suddenly she doesn't like him.
The next day she she says it was "her time of the month" and that she had just blown it with Boldie. she was sad the whole day.
Then she told me to dare her to kiss him so she wouldn' back out, i was sick of hearing about her damn love for that man whore who probably has herpes that i just dared her.
At the end of the day she kissed him and ran off like an idiot, i will admit, i was expecting her not to do it, i know when i'm wrong, but i bet it its down hill from here. She'll lose interest soon because his mystery has disapeared, she knows what it's like to kiss him now. That adventure has disapeared,

i don't how she can be mad about him, love doesn't exist, it's a simple feeling of feeling better about yourself around another person, love IS selfish. people pretend it's not, that it's when you care about someone elses happiness more than your own, i guess it could be that, but when has this ever been more than a hope of getting this person to stay. to make YOU feel better. I love Martin, he does make me feel good, and i make him feel good, we care about eachother. well, i think we do, love is a many splintered thing, it also has a lot of angles, my angle on love is a bit backwards. but love it is.

Perils and doomed love

high School is childish, they say that we are there to learn how to become adults but people get back stabbed, there are fights and lies, cheating and so many movies made about it. The movies have either made high school look like horror, or like the greatest time ever. every clique is different, mine has a lot of fights, i like to pretend that we're the best clique, but sometimes even i delude myslef into thinking lies are fact.

Em and PonyTail got into this fight with Sky, Sky lied to help Hugh, by goin along with his lie that Ponytail violently scratched his arm. The idotic teachers believed them and Pony and Em got mad. war. Sky rallied up heaps of people from all year levels to help her gang up on Pony and Em, i joined POny's team of course. along with Blondie, Boldie, Ebay, Paper (i think), Goldie and Jaco. there were more but i remember those mostly. It began with a bunch of threats then a push, then a shove, a failed punch and then the teacher broke up the crowd and Sky moved along. i expect that we'll all be friends tomorrow, nothing lasts in high school.

Blondie, unfortunatly has not given up her crusade for Boldie.
"i love his eyes, his hair, his voice..." she rambled on and on, "he's basically perfect".
GAG!!!! he's not perfect, he's a man whore who will cheat on her with some desperate, second rate slut. i dont like Blondie, but even she, in all her idiocy, melodrama and whining - deserves better. i could set her up with one of Martins friends, but i don't think she's good enough for them, i never said i wasn't judgmental. i am very judgemental. but i'm making an eductaed judgement, she just comes up short in everything, looks, intelligence, humor, attitudue and she's needy as hell. as codependant on every one of her friends as though she were a baby inside the womb of the aforementioned friends. This is one of the underlying reasons why i don't like her. That and she's most ungrateful person i've ever met!

am i the only teenager not drunk on hormones? sure i like guys and all, but i'm not falling over myself for them, i'm in control of the urges that teenagers have. Every bad thing teenagers do is blamed on hormones or lack of discipline, or boredom because they're "too intlligent for school". are you serious? Hormones are only an issue if you don't have enough discipline to control them, you only get lac of discipline out of boredem or an uncaring environment (being only 14 i don't know any of this for sure) and that stems from boredom. which isn't caused by being too smart it's caused by a lack of interests, or friends. i don't know, but you cant just blame something, a person is a person, teenagers always say hey want to be treated like human beings, but they always come up with excuses like: "hormones" or "oh, i'm so depressed". boo hoo. get over it. i know i sound uncaring, the truth is i do care, but a lot of people have the capacity to do things better but don't because they enjoy the attention they crave by having something wrong with them. hwen teenagers complain that they want to be treated like human beings it's usually because they ARE being treated like human beings. and they dont like it.

my generation sucks.