Nooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!! no credit left on my fone! no more! nooooooo!!!! i tried to text bye using the computer but i couldn't because i had to pay or whatever!
this is horrible! ok so maybe im being a little melo dramatic
i hate my art teacher Mr Glover, he will pay for being so mean and stupid! i'll become famous, return to my high school and juist belittle him.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Love is a light switch
remember when i proffesed absolute adoration of Martin? well i have never seen him only txted him and yet we fell in "love". the next day i was strangely ambivelent regarding Martin, was it an emotional one night stand? i thjink it was! so i continued with my day to day life, but then we started to text agian, the feelings came rushing back!
it's so strange! Love is light switch and i dont care what the romantic comedies of today say.
They should make a romance film that shows this side, not the "i cant live without you" thing but the "my life goes on without you but when i'm with you i feel i cant live without you - but i totally can". that's my dilemma, maybe i should just forget about it, but he seems great, he's into me and i'm into him when he's around but when he's not i feel fine, i think this is a lust thing, right? i don't know but still.
beat The Scholars at hockey, 7 - 1 i think.
it's so strange! Love is light switch and i dont care what the romantic comedies of today say.
They should make a romance film that shows this side, not the "i cant live without you" thing but the "my life goes on without you but when i'm with you i feel i cant live without you - but i totally can". that's my dilemma, maybe i should just forget about it, but he seems great, he's into me and i'm into him when he's around but when he's not i feel fine, i think this is a lust thing, right? i don't know but still.
beat The Scholars at hockey, 7 - 1 i think.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
my Plan
although i have disdain for Boldie i have found it slowly diminishing after spending a little time with him, he's a good friend but i imagine he'd be a horrible boyfriend, anyway i plan to date him, not with any romantic interest of course, just to spite Blondie and make her hate me so much that she refuses to speak to me, i can relinquish my boredom, and maybe even have a postive influence on Boldie.
my plan is purely out of boredom but still...
i'm evil, it may not sound so on paper but people do consider me evil.
I FOUND OUT MY TOWN HAS A SEX SHOP!!!!!!!!!!
my plan is purely out of boredom but still...
i'm evil, it may not sound so on paper but people do consider me evil.
I FOUND OUT MY TOWN HAS A SEX SHOP!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, May 21, 2010
What a tease!
Blondie finally told Boldie she loved him, and just like i had said- Boldie was a cold fish and didn't feel the same way. "i love him! how can this happen? i'll never love again!" she cries to me, but wpouldn't you it? she professes in PE that she loves Correl! this can only end badly. i don't know what to call her, a bit of tease i guess.
i hate her.
in english we're doing discussion texts and i'm discussing modern films and classic films.
the drama trip got canned because our SOSE teacher found out that some of her class were going on that instead of a trip to a museum. c'mon! i hate my teacher! i used to lik her but now i do not.
i hate her.
in english we're doing discussion texts and i'm discussing modern films and classic films.
the drama trip got canned because our SOSE teacher found out that some of her class were going on that instead of a trip to a museum. c'mon! i hate my teacher! i used to lik her but now i do not.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Shimmy's departure and insanity musings
shimmy has left school to be home schooled, as someone who does not pretend understand people, i merely quiz them like they're lab experiments, i do not know why she has left, except for her being continually at odds with fellow students and those stupid ass tteachers who don't know what they're doing.
Blondie was a nervous wreck today because she was going to tell Boldie that she loved him- she didn't. i tried to coach her through understanding that she didn't love Boldie and that her feelings were of simple first crushes, the first crush is always assumed to be love by a person, it's the newness of it that makes him appealing. she would have none of it and continued to dance around thinking she could dance.
i have been pondering "normalcy", and about what it represents and what it IS to be normal.
normal is a state of mind, if you believe yourself to be normal, your mind and actions will generally act accordingly, imagine if someone thought they were a genius, would they not cash in on as many fifty cent words as possible?
orperhaps, alternativley "normalcy" could be an idealism created by psycholigists to measure their patients on, a collection of small tidbits of supposedly normal behaviour all posted on to one chart, but the idea of normal continues to change, and perhaps the chart diminshed when people realised that it was it had too many variables.
it's not a question of what is normal but rather what ISNT. what differs a quirky personality from insanity? not much. anyone can be insane if they're quirks are magnified, insanity is hard to determine, but crazy is differnt. i think that crazy is everything unique about you put under the microscope and picked apart, if that happened to everyone, then we'd all be living in an institution, am i gonna be in an institution in 10 years time? are you? are we headed for a straight jacket or to school? what's the diffrence?
if you demonstrate your quirks you're weird- some may call you "unique", but if you showcase your quirks too much then you're crazy and need help. maybe we're all insane and some of us just hide it better.
i don't know much about insanity, but i recognise "social norms" and find them ludicrously inconsitent.
Blondie was a nervous wreck today because she was going to tell Boldie that she loved him- she didn't. i tried to coach her through understanding that she didn't love Boldie and that her feelings were of simple first crushes, the first crush is always assumed to be love by a person, it's the newness of it that makes him appealing. she would have none of it and continued to dance around thinking she could dance.
i have been pondering "normalcy", and about what it represents and what it IS to be normal.
normal is a state of mind, if you believe yourself to be normal, your mind and actions will generally act accordingly, imagine if someone thought they were a genius, would they not cash in on as many fifty cent words as possible?
orperhaps, alternativley "normalcy" could be an idealism created by psycholigists to measure their patients on, a collection of small tidbits of supposedly normal behaviour all posted on to one chart, but the idea of normal continues to change, and perhaps the chart diminshed when people realised that it was it had too many variables.
it's not a question of what is normal but rather what ISNT. what differs a quirky personality from insanity? not much. anyone can be insane if they're quirks are magnified, insanity is hard to determine, but crazy is differnt. i think that crazy is everything unique about you put under the microscope and picked apart, if that happened to everyone, then we'd all be living in an institution, am i gonna be in an institution in 10 years time? are you? are we headed for a straight jacket or to school? what's the diffrence?
if you demonstrate your quirks you're weird- some may call you "unique", but if you showcase your quirks too much then you're crazy and need help. maybe we're all insane and some of us just hide it better.
i don't know much about insanity, but i recognise "social norms" and find them ludicrously inconsitent.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
fake
well we got approved for a drama trip, which is cool, we get to see Pirtaes Of Penzance then a movie.
i've been wondering what people really gain by telling people bad things about themselves. like how Blondie tells people: "oh i was bullied" and "everybody hates me" or "i wish i was dead"
not true, she defends Key Ring but secretly dislikes her, i'll say what i like to her because i am not afriad of what people will think of my feelings towards hjer, i don't like her, she doesn't like me, why CANT we express that? Blondie says she wants to help people, says that but i've used my observational skills to say with much certainty that she tells people this so that they'll think of her as a saint just so she can rise to popularity. it sickens me the way she's so fake.
I think i have i have wide hips, it's not so bad, i'd rather have curves than be like a french fry! apparently i'm "big boned', the thing is i'm not, ok my hips sure but the rest of me is well proportioned, just saying. i'm not skinny, i'm slim, i don't know i guess i was just pondering it today.
i'm bored
i've been wondering what people really gain by telling people bad things about themselves. like how Blondie tells people: "oh i was bullied" and "everybody hates me" or "i wish i was dead"
not true, she defends Key Ring but secretly dislikes her, i'll say what i like to her because i am not afriad of what people will think of my feelings towards hjer, i don't like her, she doesn't like me, why CANT we express that? Blondie says she wants to help people, says that but i've used my observational skills to say with much certainty that she tells people this so that they'll think of her as a saint just so she can rise to popularity. it sickens me the way she's so fake.
I think i have i have wide hips, it's not so bad, i'd rather have curves than be like a french fry! apparently i'm "big boned', the thing is i'm not, ok my hips sure but the rest of me is well proportioned, just saying. i'm not skinny, i'm slim, i don't know i guess i was just pondering it today.
i'm bored
Friday, May 14, 2010
we lost
hockey.
we lost it, it wasn'ts so bad, i was half back and enjoyed being out of my compfort zone and we only lost by one goal so i guess it was fine.
i hve nothing else to post today since i couldn't go and meet anyone down in maitland, which sucked i guess
we lost it, it wasn'ts so bad, i was half back and enjoyed being out of my compfort zone and we only lost by one goal so i guess it was fine.
i hve nothing else to post today since i couldn't go and meet anyone down in maitland, which sucked i guess
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